Wanted to attend Physics. Went to school with cousin. Realised that school has ended. Changed my mind. Wanted to go off. Saw them, said hello. Wanted to approach you. Didn't have the guts to do so. I admit, I was a coward. Didn't message you, as I was waiting for your reply. Didn't tell you earlier, as I wanted to surprise you. Plan didn't turn out the way I wanted. Misunderstanding occurred.

I apologise
I'm sorry. I apologised to you, for how many times. It didn't seem to work. You didn't seem to accept all my apologies. I was so upset. You were also. I knew that. I know, I was being heartless. I'm sorry, will you forgive me? Everyone deserves a second chance. But do I? You gave me too many chances. It's up to you. I hope that you will forgive me. That's all I'm asking from you right now.

I love you
I really do. Sorry for not appreciating everything you did. Yes, I know that I was being heartless. Actually, I appreciate everything you do. It's just that, I don't show that much. All I can say is thank you. To me, the phrase 'thank you' means a lot to me. Same goes to the word 'sorry'. Well, I don't know whether 'sorry' means a lot to you. That's all I can say when I want to apologise. I really mean it when I say 'sorry'. I think, I'm starting to sense that I'm typing down nonsensical things. Err, I'll just continue typing then? Serious speaking, my mind is kind of sick. I hope that everything I'm typing down does make sense. Ok, back to the I love you part. It's hard to explain everything. All I can say is, I love you. I swear I do. Just read the two pages letter I gave to you that time. Then you'll know how much I love you. (:

I hope this will make you a little bit happy. It's ok if you still want to be mad. Try not to be mad. But if you want to try being a madcap, it's alright with me. I like you being crazy. Now, I just want you to accept my apology. People usually end everything by saying sorry and it's so simple. That was why I explained that saying sorry means a lot to me. Let's forget every single thing which happened just now. I can, but can you? If Malaysia can, so why can't you? Don't get angry again. I'm not saying all this in a sarcastic manner, instead, I'm saying all this in a calming tone. Believe me.

I can't believe that I'm down with a slight fever currently (after that shocking experience). Can someone get a new telephone for me? I need a new one for my room. I need to rest my head for a little while. I even spelled appreciate wrongly just now. I had to use the dictionary to check my spelling. Yes, it was that bad.