I thought it would be a happy family meeting. I mean it, I thought it would be a happy one. I thought that they were planning about my cousin's marriage which was supposed to be held during the June holidays. You know what? This family meeting turned out to be a disaster. Everyone cried including my beloved grandmother. She told me that she was about to faint when she heard the bad news. The bad news was, my cousin already broke up with her fiance.

All of us, couldn't wait for her special day. Everyone was so busy earlier, preparing the costumes for all of us to wear together, buying gifts for the guy's side. So many things we did. But our efforts went down the drain. I was so happy when my cousin got engaged last year. My grandmother's first granddaughter to get engaged. I swear that it was the most happiest day of my life. Who doesn't feel happy when a cousin of yours got engaged for the first time in your life?

Thanks so much you no good ex future husband of my cousin's! Go die! I'm so disappointed in you! Why must you have another girl when my cousin is such a very nice lady. She's pretty, she's well-educated and she's the girl which every guy is looking for! Why can't you even appreciate her? Why must you dump her and go for another girl? Thanks so much for making everyone in my family cried including my grandmother. Her dreams of seeing her granddaughter getting married is shattered. I hate you! I swear I'm going to hate you a lot. I mean it. If you're going to propose to her again, I swear I'm not going to accept you in our family and I swear I will not treat you like a cousin! I'm so mad at you! I thought you were such a great guy! For the first time I looked at you, I had high hopes that you were going to love her for all your life! I thought you were going to appreciate her! I thought you were going to marry with her! Instead, you dumped her!

Serious speaking, I hate to see everyone in my family feeling so sad. I was in a great damn shocked when I heard the news and I found it hard to believe it! But it was true. When I got home, some of my relatives were still there. I talked to my cousin and she told me to pray for her. I told her that may God bless her with someone 10 times even better than that biggest loser alive! That biggest loser! With a big letter 'L' on his forehead! I felt so heartbroken when I saw my grandmother cried. I went to her and hugged her. Thank you so much for hurting my grandmother! Thanks so much for hurting everyone in my family!

I'm so furious right now. So furious that I don't know what should I do. I'll keep praying and praying so that he'll get his retribution very soon. Go die you useless and heartless creature! Thanks for giving all of us high hopes! Go die! Go die! Go die!

I HATE YOU ZURAIMIE! YOU THINK YOU CAN HURRAY HURRAY ARH? JUST WAIT FOR THE DAY.

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