Alright, I'll post something long. I know, the previous one, which was for my boyfriend, was too short. I'm here again to type a longer one. Yes, I don't want to make myself feel bad and I would do anything to make him happy.

But one thing, I'm so sad after what he said. My post? I know it was like normal post, nothing special for a 14th month. I'm sorry. What more could I do? I thanked you for everything. I always post you nice posts specially meant for you. I just want you to appreciate me for being nice enough to thank you through the previous post. I always type about you in almost every post I published. I even said that I love you. I'm not being sarcastic or what. But what you said just now hurt me. I know my post is not like a special 14th month post. There's nothing more I can say. Almost everything I said came from my heart. I'm sincere and I type what I want. But when there's nothing in my mind, what more can I type? You should know that I'm thankful to have you and I love you so much. It's not necessary to post something special. It's the thought that counts. Right, people? I know that you will tell me not to post anymore for you. It's not what I meant.

You asked, "What's wrong with you?". What did I do? Did I change? Have I becoming more emotional or unreasonable? I have feelings, same goes to you. Sometimes, I don't understand why you don't seem to appreciate everything I do. I tried to talk things out and get back things to normal. I tried to cheer you up, but you didn't choose to be happy. How would I feel? I tried my best to make you smile. I know, after this, you would say, "I'm sorry for not being the perfect boyfriend", "I'm sorry for not appreciating" and others. If you do appreciate, show it to me that you do. So that I'll not feel that my efforts will go down the drain. I just want to see you smile. I know, I never make you smile all this while right? ):

I know I'm unreasonable. I suck big time.

Take care, good night and sweet dreams. I love you. I'm sorry about everything. I'm confused with things. The truth is, I don't have a matured mind and I don't know whether everything I say is either right or wrong. Most of the time, the words that I thought would be correct, would lead me to even bigger problems. You see? That's why I like to say everything I want, thinking that I'm right. Say whatever you want to me. It's my fault. )':

Perhaps I'm not even perfect for you. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect.