Thursday, October 16, 2008
Missing him
Currently waiting for my former classmates to come. I was supposed to meet them at interchange but I was busy cleaning the house and I couldn't make it on time. So, I asked them to come to my house in the afternoon and I'll join them later.
Sorry for the late update anyway. I was busy with my studies. Yesterday, I managed to complete my artwork on time and I could do some touch-ups on it. For Maths paper 2, I did it anyhow. I got no confidence that I can pass but I hope that my previous tests and daily work can cover up the marks.
Guess what? I've not eaten for 2 days. I did eat, only something light like biscuits. My stomach didn't complain much. I was busy with my prep work and I didn't have the time to eat. I'm just plain lazy and I'm not in a good mood. Now I feel so weak.
It's not easy when you can't communicate with your loved one. It's difficult when your loved one's phone has been confiscated. I'm not daring enough to call his house. He won't be reading my blog. I'll be glad if he's reading this right now. I can tell him how much I miss him through this post. I just miss listening to his voice over the phone. I even dreamt of him, not a good one, but something bad. I miss him so much. I wonder what he's up to now. Why doesn't he bother to call my house? Is he that busy? If only he could call me before I go out with my former classmates. )':
Now I'm starting to get paranoid. Does he love me still? )':
