Saturday, October 4, 2008
Broken promises
History paper was quite easy. I could answer both sections though I couldn't wake up at 4 in the morning. I was supposed to wake Nazimah that time, but I kept snoozing my alarm clock. When I realized that it was already 5:30, I swear I felt like crying. Good thing was, I already memorized half of the notes during midnight. I'm afraid that the marker will give me little marks as I didn't follow the SEQ format. I remembered that I wrote so long for Common Test and I got 4/12 in the end.
It's 3:01 in the morning and I don't feel sleepy at all. I'm sick and I got the cold flu back. I slept at 8 just now and while I was sleeping, my relatives came. I didn't meet them with my sleepy face. Should've met them.
For art, I still don't have any ideas of what to draw. Just now, I tried to draw green pastures with flowers by using water colours. It turned out nice. I should've asked my uncle for some ideas. He came and he rushed to work. I got 9 more days to prepare for everything before the exam comes in 10 days time. The problem now is, my printer is spoilt mentally, not physically. I have glossy papers but I can't print. It'll cost me 50 cents each to print at a shop. I have many pictures to print and it'll be quite costly. Guess that I'll just have to print them at the shop as that's the only resort.
Next paper will be Physics and Mother Tongue. I don't quite like Physics and I don't hate it. It's just that the class is too noisy every Physics lesson and I lost the interest for it. I don't know whether I can do well.
I guess I should be sleeping right now but this bloody flu is irritating. Now, my table is full of tissue papers. Anyway, good night people. Sweet dreams. That's if anyone is reading right now.
You promised me, but you broke the promise. I miss you and I dreamt of you. You didn't call or even send me a message. Will I always have to go after you? I'm not blaming you. It's just that you broke the promise and you should do something to make up for it. Instead, you kept yourself quiet and I was waiting for you. You didn't know how I was feeling. I didn't do anything wrong, it's just you, you broke a promise but you ran away from the matter. Why? ):