I didn't follow my former classmates because I felt lazy. So, I'm just waiting for them to come here. I hope they will not come late because it's already night and they're still at Yew Tee.

I'm starving like shit but seriously, I'm very lazy to eat. Why not eat once I received a call from my boyfriend? That sounds so emotional. I just don't have the appetite to eat, I kept thinking of him. Not even a single call since last night. I called Dianah's phone and talked to him. He didn't seem happy. Why wasn't he happy when I called him? I tried to ask people who I could get through but when I called, why didn't he feel overjoyed that I called? I called him, I bothered about him and I cared. I just wanted him to feel happy at least so that I could feel that I was being appreciated. Was he mad at me for not spending some time with him before he went out with his classmates? I wish I could, really. But I had something on, it wasn't that I didn't want. Yes, I did want to spend some time with him. I guess, I should just wait for Friday to see him. For now, my phone will be switched off because I know that I won't be receiving his messages or calls. My prepaid is so low right now. )':

I don't know what to do. I'm bored, so bored. I want him to call my house, but I know he won't. He must be really busy. I think he's having a training for the Nepal trip right now. I just don't know what he's doing right now! If only I was a psychic )':

I just called Bebo, I wanted to ask her if Zul was with her. But the line was cut off. I don't know why. I think her prepaid went low. )':

Doesn't he want to talk to me? Does he love me still? I'm sorry for being paranoid. Sorry for exaggerating. )':

Even my grandmother kept asking about him. )':

One wish: A call from him. )':