Wednesday, November 19, 2008
1 year and 3 months! And I love you ♥
Things were in a mess last night, but I'm glad that things are back to normal right before the 20th comes. Anyway, I'm sorry about what I did. I was sleeping when you sent me the twelve messages. Don't ever say that I don't need to look for you anymore and don't ever say that you're going to leave me alone. It made me sad when I read those messages. It's like as if you're trying to tell me that I don't care. I do care about you, really. Don't say that again, okay? You love me, do you? Don't say those kind of things anymore, alright? Anyway, I had a great time with you just now though we didn't go anywhere far. By the way, I have something to tell you. You were so irritating just now. It made me nuts but I still had some laugh! I felt like strangling you. Like seriously, you made me so irritated, but I love you still. It was lovely to spend my time with you just now. You know what I mean. Oh yes, I hope that the pair of the Adidas shorts fits you. Don't forget to bring yours tomorrow.
It's going to be midnight soon, and when it's midnight, a new day begins. Our special day will begin soon! And I really really hope that I'll be the first one to wish! Since it's going to be a special day, I shall post something special for you. Tomorrow, it'll be your turn to post. Today, is mine. I hope you don't get bored with what I'm going to type. I know that this post is going to sound the same like those posts that I created on every 20th. Anyway, happy 1 year and 3 months in advanced! Only for this advanced wish. Well, it doesn't matter who'll be the first. It's the thought that counts. Right?
Anyway, dear. Thanks for being with me till this day. 1 year and 3 months, that's quite long. It'll be such a big waste if we let go off this relationship and I don't wish it to happen, never ever. Once again, I apologized for everything that I did wrongly. I'm trying to change for the better of us, same goes to you. Both of us must do our part. Correct? I know that I did many mistakes in our relationship. Well, I didn't mean to actually. I hope that you and I can always stay happy. You and I, smile. If any of us do something wrong, be make sure to talk things out nicely. I know that I loved to hang-up your calls whenever I was upset. Once again, I'm sorry. Do smile and stay cheerful always. I hate to see you sad, because it'll also make me sad. We always argued over petty issues. Let's try not to argue anymore. I wish that it'll happen for real this time round. I hate arguments and I hate misunderstandings. I'll try to talk things out nicely in the future and when I pacify you, make sure you smile. So that I'll know that you appreciate. I'll be glad if you do so, instead of keeping quiet and giving me the fake smile. You must stay happy, for my sake. (:
Sorry if I upset you right now after saying all this. I just want the better of us, a better change in our relationship. I just want to be with you. Yes, only you, no one else. I'm thankful and glad that you're mine. You're the nicest guy I've ever met. And don't ever say that you want to give up on me. We should stay strong and go through ups and downs together. Thanks for every single thing that you did for me. Once again, thousands of apologies for all my wrongdoings.
I love you, Muhammad Zulfadhli! ♥
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